Far Far Away...

Hello again..

So sowie it's been ages aku x update my beyond imagination..so much to do n so much had happened too..i dunnot know why nowadays i feel like i am the 'savior ' wannabe..i think about others..care for others..n also beralah for others..ntah ape2 jer..huhu..how i wish i can juz ignore bout them..biar lar org nk kate aku kejam ke, x berhati perut ke..ade aku kesah..haha..tp ni lar yg aku kesah sgt..camner nk wat ek?

sumtimes,aku nk sgt jd cam sleeping beauty..sleep away till her prince comes n live happily.. tp realiti xseindah mimpi..kdg2 kite trpaksa mlepaskn sesuatu yg bharga supaya org lain leh bahagie..kdg2 juge kite terpksa bhenti bnafas supaya jantung seseorg itu masih boleh bdenyut..huhu..ntah ape yg aku merepek ni..aha..tp inilah yg aku rase..i dont want her 2 feel the sadness bcoz of my happiness..i know she's a good gurl..she deserves happiness for her life..

kepade adek..

i'm so sorry..kte tau adek hurts a lot..n kte tau u feel the pains everyday in every way.. i didn't mean to hurt u adek..i can't stop thinking how can i put a smile on ur face..n i can't stop thinking how can u feel loved bcoz u r so sweet adek..kte xsggup nk wat adek bsedey lg..sb kte tau i won't feel the happiness if sum1 is crying bcoz of me..dun worry adek, i will make sure dat ur sun will shines again brightly..i will make sure dat rainbow comes after ur rainy day..i juz want u 2 be happy..may God bless u adek!