Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Nonox yg menawan...<3

Harez!!!!! Aku rindu kau lar... Rindu sgt2~~! U owez make me laugh.. Bkn laugh sket2 tp sampai guling2 pun leh taw..huhu.. miss dat moments so much.. now, i really need u my fren.. only u can make my day shines brightly.. aku sedey nox...dtg lar kat aku...=(

Far Far Away...

Hello again..
So sowie it's been ages aku x update my beyond imagination..so much to do n so much had happened too..i dunnot know why nowadays i feel like i am the 'savior ' wannabe..i think about others..care for others..n also beralah for others..ntah ape2 jer..huhu..how i wish i can juz ignore bout them..biar lar org nk kate aku kejam ke, x berhati perut ke..ade aku kesah..haha..tp ni lar yg aku kesah sgt..camner nk wat ek?

sumtimes,aku nk sgt jd cam sleeping beauty..sleep away till her prince comes n live happily.. tp realiti xseindah mimpi..kdg2 kite trpaksa mlepaskn sesuatu yg bharga supaya org lain leh bahagie..kdg2 juge kite terpksa bhenti bnafas supaya jantung seseorg itu masih boleh bdenyut..huhu..ntah ape yg aku merepek ni..aha..tp inilah yg aku rase..i dont want her 2 feel the sadness bcoz of my happiness..i know she's a good gurl..she deserves happiness for her life..

kepade adek..

i'm so sorry..kte tau adek hurts a lot..n kte tau u feel the pains everyday in every way.. i didn't mean to hurt u adek..i can't stop thinking how can i put a smile on ur face..n i can't stop thinking how can u feel loved bcoz u r so sweet adek..kte xsggup nk wat adek bsedey lg..sb kte tau i won't feel the happiness if sum1 is crying bcoz of me..dun worry adek, i will make sure dat ur sun will shines again brightly..i will make sure dat rainbow comes after ur rainy day..i juz want u 2 be happy..may God bless u adek!

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Smalam turn kau..tggu lar nti..

Haloha.. msty korg ttnya2 pe lar yg aku merepek kat title ari nih..hoho..Act, yesterday one of my kawan tu suh aku publish dlm blog yg die dah bjaye knekan aku smalm..so,nk bg die sronok sket aku pun gtau lar korg yg aku dah dkenakan dgn teruk smalam (even it was his 1st time).. haha.. sorry dude..n 'congratz' too..wee~~


So,utk celebrate kmenangan kau, aku hadiahkn Honda Civic Si Coupe utk kau yea.. Hv a fun journey..hehehe..Papepun jgn lupa aku akn wat sambutan Hari Kenekan Kau Sedunia satu hari nty..juz tggu date yg sesuwai jerk..hahaha..XOXO

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Aku di lensa lagi <3

OMG! aku bposing lagi..huh..aku mmg gler..btw,tanx tu asyraf(my adek)..his work is superb! hehe.. wish u will get ur DSLR sooner.. pastu leh ar aku tumpg skali yea..hihi.. so, look again who's on the lense! XOXO..



Friday, June 12, 2009

Freaky Friday <3

Bowink!Bowink!Bowink!
Gler bosan!

Ari ni bosan gler..nk pecah kpale aku pk nk watpe..pg2 bgun tgk2 dah ade nasi lmak..pastu ayah n mama kuar g mane ntah..tgh ari sket aku lipat kaen..fav routine..(ya..ya..ya..) Ptg sket aku dah mule lapa..lg lapa bile kwn aku sowg ni asyek ckp psl mcd jek..so,aku bukak peti ais,amek burger n bmule lah kesah aku di ari jumaat nih..jeng..jeng..jeng..=)

Iron chef..hihi..ready 2 cook..


Chef Farah on the move..wee~~


Fuhh..bpeluh beb..menu aku ngan adek2 ptg tu burger+scramble egg.. sedapp glews.. bkn sng dorg nk rase aku msk..hahah..

Then,aku cont aktiviti di ptg jumaat dgn bposing..fulamak..aku bgambar lg lar..Farah on the shoot..c'mon!c'mon! Look who's on the lense..XOXO






Thursday, June 11, 2009

RM 40 juta

Ari tuh ade ar sowg kawan aku ni tnye kalo aku tjumper RM40juta kat tgh jln,wut I'm gonna do with it..huhu..aku ske soklan die..mmg beyond imagination..ecehh..

If aku dpt RM40juta tu, aku akan...
  • bina sbuah kompleks umah anak2 yatim yg lgkap dgn mcm2 facilities..ade mcm2 jnis fast food restaurants yg free jer utk dorg..ade megakidz gak..siap dgn mini shopping complex utk dorg tukar2 bju nk pkai..sume free utk dorg..
  • bina hotel atas name aku..tema hotel tu lak ala2 fairy tale..pekerja aku pkai bju ikut tema fairy tale..snow white,cinderella,sleeping beauty n etc..pastu bile dah untung duit kat hotel tu aku akn bkak cawangan kt seluruh dunia..
  • wat sistem lrt aku sndri..aku nye lrt ni special sb stiap gerabak ade tema masing2..pastu xleh ramai2 sgt masuk sb aku nk pnumpang aku slesa n experience the different..
  • Pastu aku akn beli sbuah pulau yg kecil utk children..aku akn jdkan pulau tu seolah2 dlm fantasy..n lg sbuah pulau aku akn bli n jdkan sbuah love town utk semua lovers..town tu akn pnuh dgn suasane romantic..huhu..
  • n last but not least, aku akn bina sbuah castle yg x besar sgt utk aku spend my whole life with my beloved one..aku akn gune theme putih sbg tande keikhlasan cinta ktorg utk hiasi castle ktorg..ecehh..


hoho..aku ni kalo suh berangan mmg beyond imagination tol..tp dr angan2 lar kte blajar utk menggapai impian..dan seterusnya mnjadi sbuah realiti yang indah..XOXO..

K.A.W.A.N Itu Untuk Selamanya <3

Bertuahnye bile kite ade seorang kawan..
Seronoknye bile kite dikelilingi ramai kawan..
Indahnye bile kite menyayangi kawan kite..
Dan lebih indah lg bile kite disayangi kawan kite..
Kerana kasih dan syg kawan itu untuk selamenye..


Hurmm,.11.6.09..I feel free..aku rase lega yg teramat sgt..mmg btol kate2 dlm cter 'Soal Hati'.. Tanpe kbranian mimpi xkn jd knyataan.. Nothing's wrong 4 us 2 tell sum1 wut is inside our deep heart..we dun hv 2 worry whether it is rite or wrong..hanye keikhlasan yg akan menemani luahan hati..


Kawan itu hadir dr ketentuanNya..Aku syg kamu kawanku..Your sudden appearance brought me a deep impact..From the day we met, my laughter were all yours..Even 1 word from u has made me laugh..ha..ha..you're funny kawanku..XOXO..


Aku syg kamu kawanku..u are my world best listener..u are willing 2 hear every single word from me..even sumtimes aku rase aku hnye ngawut2 jek..kamu mmg pendengar yg terbaekk..your cares toward me has made me feel loved..ur trustness toward me has made me feel wanted..u're really sumone for me kawanku..XOXO..


Aku syg kamu kawanku..even we are not meant 2 be a loving couple..it's ok for me..sayang yg ikhlas bkn hnye boleh dtentukan dgn hnye mnjadi couple..our deepest thought are the hardest to convey..ckup lar sekadar kamu tahu bhw aku sayang kamu kawanku.. menjadi kawan adalah yg terbaek kerana K.A.W.A.N itu untuk selamanya..XOXO..

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Cinta Antara Kita

Sejak dari duluku menyintaimu
kau tahu begitu namun kau berpura
ku masih teringat kau peluk diriku
yg telah membuat ku menyintaimu..
***
Sudah berapa lama
diriku ini tak bertemu mu
mungkin ku harap jua
kau merindu ku sebagaimanaku rinduimu..
***
Cinta antara kita
tiada penghalangnya
walau akhir usia
ku menyinta dirimu
ku hanya menunggu mu
menyata kau cintaku
ku kan berjanji
menyintamu syg....
***
Setelah kau pergi jauh dari sisi
tiada ku cinta selain dirimu
ku ingin bersama dgnmu selamanya
walaupun sehingga ke akhir nyawa
mungkin kau tak mengerti
maksud ku dulu pada dirimu
kiniku kan menyinta dirimu itu sehingga ke akhir waktu..
***
Cinta antara kita
tiada penghalangnya
walau akhir usia
ku menyintai dirimu
ku hanya menunggu mu
menyata kau cintaku
ku kan berjanji
menyintamu syg....
***
Sudah berapa lama
diriku ini tak bertemu mu
mungkin ku harap jua
kau merindu ku
sebagaimanaku rindumu
***
cinta antara kita
tiada penghalangnya
walau akhir usia
ku menyinta dirimu
hanya menunggu mu
menyata kau cintaku
ku kan berjanji
menyintamu syg....
***
Cinta antara kita
tiada penghalangnya
walau akhir usia
ku menyintai dirimu
ku hanya menunggu mu
menyata kau cintaku
ku kan berjanji
menyintamu syg....
***********************************
Hurmm..how I wish sumone dearie 2 me could play guitar n sing this song 4 me.. huhu.. ngade2 jek.. so, anyone can? XOXO..<3

I'm in L.O.V.E ??

Cinta Antara Kita
Dan Sebenarnya
Pergi
Terlanjur Cinta
Lucky
Cinta Sempurna
Love Is Only A feeling
Aku Bukan Untukmu
First Cut Is The Deepest
Aku Dan Dirimu

I dunno why these are the songs yg aku lyn lately.. nk kate i'm in love.. hurm,ntahlar.. but, those songs bwat aku rase di awang-awangan..makes me feel like i'm flying freely in the sky..and get me blown away from my hectic mind..I love those feelings..How I wish I could be loved again..How I wish I could love sumone again..How I wish I can tell someone that I love, just what I'm thinkin of... If tomorrow never comes...

Huh..Life is not as easy as making a sandwich.. How come it is so hard 2 tell sumone yg aku bukan untukmu..and why it is so easy utk kte terlanjur cinta dgn die yg sudah dimilki..sumtimes I felt like everything was unfair 4 me..nevermind, love is only a feeling..I should know that I'm so lucky to have everybody that owez be with me thru my sadness n happiness..cinta antara kita mungkin takkan kesampaian..aku dan dirimu are not meant 2 be together..

Dan sebenarnya, being as friend is much2 more worth it if we can appreciate each other.. Cinta sempurna yg di idam2kan only can be gain after being as gud fren..after we know that we are differents..and after we know the weaknesses n strength of each other..jika dia pergi after knowing all those things, die bkn lar sumone that we search for..

As for me, the first cut is the deepest..for sumone who 'maybe' I fall for, our journey is just been started.. your sudden appearance has brought me to my deepest thought..however, nothing's gonna be changed..I love being as what I am now..I have some of very gud frens that I know will stand behind me whenever I fall..
p/s : umar
diddy
jon (bkn name sbnar..hehe..u know who r u)
adah
ayie
syahir
nox
* I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH..<3

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Slamat Pengantin Baru Fairuz <3

Date : 7.6.09
Venue : Umah fairuz kat Kg. Paya, Port Dickson

Hurmm..cam xsgka fairuz yg aku knal dr kecik dulu dah jd wife org.. kalo dulu ktorg same2 in group dgn adah join sunshine camp n vv camp..sume cam bdak2 jer lg..tp now everybody has grown up 2 b a better person..adah dah grad dgn course bakery, fairuz lak dah kawen, nox pun dah practical kat desa lagoon utk hotel graphic designer..ermm..tggal aku jek yg single mingle(hint ni ha..ha..) ni xabes2 study lg..hoho..it's ok..life is like a spinning wheel.. sumtimes we up sumtimes we down..

pe lar yg aku da melalut ni..actually nk story pasal wedding fairuz..everything was unplanned.. aku g ari tuh ngan tengku..die pick up aku kat alpha angle dlm kul 11 sumtin..journey 2 pd xar lame sgt..tp nk cari umah fairuz 2 smpai penink aku n tengku..siap jumpe plantar minyak ar.. aku mmg fail kalo nk ikut map nih..last2 ktowg pun call adah n nox tnye which way.. hampehh tol..rupenye xar susah sgt umah die.. bile sampai2 jek ktorg dsambut oleh adah ngan nox..hurmm,pe lg..mcm2 ar dorg pk pasal aku dtg dgn tengku..hoho..pe lar korg ni..haha..pastu cam biase lar i start doing my fav routine..berposing..=)..

Adah looks very good on dat day jd pengapit fairuz..they've been a very gud frens since ages.. so,no wonder lar adah cam org penting behind the scene majlis fairuz.. adah lar yg prepare hantaran n order wedding cake.. btuah fairuz ade kwn cam adah.. nox plak ari tuh owez wat sume laughing dgn gelagat die..ha.ha..ha..you're funny..;p


ktorg duk sane till abes majlis fairuz..almost 6 p.m. ktorg pun gerak blk.. dis time tengku antar nox dulu kat hostel die (PD perdana).. mmg pnat gler the whole day kuar.. on the way back, aku mmg dah xlarat nk ckp pape..ngantok sgt..rs cm nk tdo jek..tp cian lak kat tgku nty drive sowg2.. so, ktorg maen lar 1 game ni..the best moment 4 the whole day..ha..ha..you're funny tgku..

here are sum other pics yg smpat aku snap on dat day..



...XOXO...


SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU
FAIRUZ & MAN
MAY JOY & HAPPINESS CHEERISH UR ENTIRE MARRIAGE!!

Victory Ventures Camp '09

Date : 23.6.09-26.6.09
Venue : Eagle Ranch Resort, Port Dickson

WE ROCK!!!!

After a few years aku xjoin VV Camp, dis year aku join larr..tu pun last min after adah beriye2 asked me 2 go..worth it larr aku gi camp dis year sb leh jmpe blk mbr2 lame n not forgotten dpt get 2 know new frenz yg sum of them are very close n dearie 2 me..

ni lar adah.name pnuh die naizatul syuhadah.. a very 'strong hearted' fren..

ni plak harez a.k.a nox..die lah penglipur lara yg owez makes ppl laugh..

tengku a.k.a abg ..my new fren yg mmg besh sgt2..

ni plak ayie..also a new fren yg akn fly 2 mesir dis sept..
i'm gonna mish u lar dearie..

the cutest smile..adek nazri yg btol2 tabah wpun handicap..
kak farah syg adek taw!

syahir kamal..kwn aku yg the very understanding one..LOL

hurmm,actually byk lg kwn2 aku yg xdpt publish pic dorg (kalo nk publish mmg ber page2 lar agaknye)..huhu..papepun korg sume mmg the besh..so lucky i've got the chance 2 know u guys.. hope our frenship will lasted 4eva.. <3

Door gift <3


hello everybody...welcome 2 my wannabe 'zonkerz'..hurmm,xtaw dah nk tulih per.. xpela, korg phm2 lar dat y'all are kindly invited 2 be part of my beyond imagination.. LOL..XOXO <3